hey y'all i think i am done with xanga...sorry.

check me on myspace or facebook. i am sure u all will miss me! hahahah NOT! love always

Sooo...what do you think of the new layout??? I kinda like it Alot.

Today was another slack day except for my math test..which i think i did okay on, so it really doesn't matter. We had winterguard tonight...praactice went by really fast but the new work is really challenging. Christina broke her nose... I love you sooooo much Stina! I hit myself upside the head and am now blessed with a huge bump...its nice. Travis (the guy who teaches us our work) makes it as hard as he can, seriously! haha but it is gonna turn out great! I am gonna fail my chem test tomorrow...Ohberg doesn't teach us shit, so we hafta end up teachign ourselves, which totally doesnt work for me..or at least on some occasions. haha...so i am off to study.

please comment<3 i love you

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Main Topics for Update-

-Going to Italy for 11 days over Spring Break '06.

-Gave up on school, have no emotion left to give a flipping woo about anything.

-Winterguard is amazing...unexplainable.

-In the mood for a boy.

- Made Sym2....not the best chair but i get to re-try out for that.

-Davin walked in on Jamie Michelle Kimmee Kayla and I talking about boobs...thank GOD he didnt walk in while..well nvm.

- Michelle needs to bathe her monkeys

-Devan, don't tell i stole a brownie

-Jennifer... i am gonna kick her with my ninja skills.

-Grace...have you had your fiber today!?

- Umm, Brandon and i hung out on saturday...he and i went to this thing for Beta for a few hours,  he drove me there, he drove me home, bought me lunch, and it was fun.

- Kellee got a hair cut. (tre sexy)

-Danny is amazing.

- I love Michael Gray b/c he is my best friend and Big Brother!

-CARA IS GORGEOUS!!!!!

- ummmmmmmm, i am quazi happy.

- ummm i need to go study for the chem test i have friday.

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well,  i just got tagged by Jennifer Hope...so that means i have to tell you FIVE things the you don't know obout me:

1. I sleep with a teddy bear every night,and the covers make me feel safe eventhough they are just fabric.

2. I dance around the basement as a form of procrastination.

3. I would sleep outside in the cold under the stars, if someone would do it with me.

4. I sometimes get scared of the dark.

5. I hate being alone.

sooo,  those are a few personal things about me.

Friday was Interesting Devan came home with me an dwe baked 116 cookies so that the FIVE CHILDREN  could come over to my house and decorate them...needless to say that was interesting.  & here's the shocker....my momther was crazy enough to invite ALL FIVE children to spend the night..that was HELL on the face of the earth. one of the girls went hoem b/c her ear was hurting and we later found otu she ruptured her ear drum..the three year old decided she was goign to cry everytime devan and i tried to leave the room....and have you ever experienced five children all screaming at once??? not pleasant.

Saturday morning woke up at 7:15 and took a very well needeed shower, and then got all dolled up and Brandon picked me up at 8:45am to go to an elementary school to be elves and help at santas store... oh joy. It was a thing for Beta, and it could have been worse. I met this really hotttt kid named Al, he's a trumpet in the Wheeler band...and he was totally checkign me out. ( SCORE!)  hahaha i was This Close  *hand gesture to imply a really really little amount* to giving him my #, but i resisted. So Brandon and i left about 12, and we went to lunch...and he paid. ( i know right now you are like , but thats what i said too) hahaha. He's quote " a realllllllll man" well, i am determined to whipp him into shape! haha ummmmmmm so i came home for an hour then i went to buy a few presents (kellee and my secret pal's presents! for the guard party tomorrow) & i bought myself galoshes!!!!! like the rain boot, but they are SOOOOOOO CUTE! i love them, they make me happy! i cant wait to wear them and jump in puddles. cam back home after i bought lotsa stuff, and then i went to work... very interesting night. They decided they were goign to get me drunk off m ass....hahahhaha the christmas party isgonna be the SHIZNIT!!!! i love these people, no joke. I cannot wait to spend thrusday night from liek 10- 4am with these people, they are AMAZING...  but sadly towards the end of the night, i got really upset (& for "just because i said so" reasons) and Cooper and Brice asked me if i was okay and what was wrong, and i just couldnt controll it. I broke down and walked quickly to the bathroom and cried, and then my boss, after i came out of the bathroom, was like, come here...he said i was fired but was kidding , asked me what was wrong and  then told me i could come to him or anyone else whenever i needed it, and when he gave me a huge hug...&damn it i started to cry again. I felt so bad...i know crying isnt professional! and i didnt what them to think i was a stupid little girl., BUT ON A HAPPIER NOTE!!!!

i got paid 60 bucks for one night which was last saturday, and then i made 16 dolars in tips from just beign sweet when i took peoples money and gave them pizza....and mrs gildersleeve told me i was BEAUTIFUL and gave me TEN WHOLE DOLLARS as a tip...it was the shit!

lotsa homework this weekend, but now i am going to lay outside under the stars in the freezing cold, b/c i need an emotional release. so ...<3 much love.

Guard today was perfect. i am soo happy and its just perfect. like given everything...when i am at guard nothing takes me down. i am me free from the trials of life. i walk into that gym and wanna work and wanna beat the hell outa myself to make that guard amazing. Open Guard  is like nothing i have ever experienced. Its rough and tumble and nitty gritty and down to it....its perfect.  we are good, and we are going to be amazing and the feeling of knowing that we have so much potential  makes it more intense. I am just too damn happy.

Wow. my day doesnt even matter now, all that matters is guard.

this is from jennifer hope b/c she asked if i was going to post it and i said yes...so FILL IT OUT IF YOU LOVE ME!

What Would You Do If…
1. I died from natural causes:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?:
What Do You Think Of My…
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Laugh:
13. Family:
Would You…
14. Be my friend?
15. Keep a secret if I told you one?
16. Hold my hand?
17. Take a bullet for me?
18. Keep in touch?
19. Try and solve my problems?
20. Love me?
21. Date me?
Have You Ever…
22. Lied to make me feel better?
23. Wanted to kiss me?
24. Wanted to kill me?
25. Broke my heart?
26. Kept something important from me?
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?
Random Stuff…
28. What reminds you of me?
29. If you could give me anything what would it be?
30. How well do you know me?
31. When's the last time you saw me?
32. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?
33. Do you have a crush on mee?
34. If you could buy me anything, what would it be?
35. Are you glad you met me?

"Quote of the day" by: grace morton

PsychoBlondie555: megan...you make me giggle like an asian schoolgirl in a porno.

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